I spent all the years of my life
Laughing your joys in its highest heights and lows
Dancing all your dreams in a neat little row
I caused a row
Every time you stopped feeling
I cut open my heart to bleed for you
I scoured the illicit planet for you
Living out all the dangers of heaven and hell
The strangers you never got to know too well
The freedoms you so intensely feared
The strangest fantasies
Appearing so real
I danced away the lies you believed, so fiercely
That you left me
To fear
Come back to me
I cry
You left me again
For a dream that will not disappear, though you try
To forget the little girl you lost inside
A sweet, faint, strange little memory
She comes in a flowery dress, like mine
And dances to the music of chrysanthemum fields
She dances until the end of time
Will she be found? In the home of her mother's love.
Alone like your mother's home
