Workers of Iniquity, They Do Not Know

are like killer bees, attacking my heart
in a swift army fleet from the deepest, darkest hell
where is this all coming from? they announce my defeat
Intent on terrorizing every moment of peace about me.
I am instinctively, indefensively impaired
I am scared
(speaking to myself) in repeat

You can't take me down, Fear
You can't fake me into despair

Entrusting my life to the Source - "this is all an illusion
of darkness, of void," He whispers,
It's all a distraction to avoid, and I
Still
Press
On, towards the Lover is my goal.

entrapment can't exist in the inertia of my soul
controlled by a higher Law, now
Intrinsically free, now
like a freefall that travels up, up, and away
from fear and domination and control

All that once framed all that I know - has neutronically expired
Neurologically rewired towards bionic repair
Laughingly realize - they do not know what they are doing
in me. Breaking me in like this,

Only succeeds in making me
Utterly,
Undefeatably,
And Infinitely More
Invincible.

Inconceivable! We say
These experts of the neurological kind
Have uncovered this radical
Design element in a recent find
Though its origin far preceded
The observations of an ontologically
Challenged discussion, claim to see clearly
But in reality are as good as blind

The latest technology confirms that
Speech is cerebrally bilateral
With the absolute ability to
Emancipate the very source of creation
Or obstruct that which lies dimensionally
Yet undeniably imperceptible.

Unspiritual but physical? I wonder
But perhaps both are part of one storm
One as the lightening and the other as Thunder

Look it up. °_°

July 12, 2014

I wandered towards liturgy, among the wolves and wolverines

Masters at psychology, psychosis

In my attempt to figure out what’s wrong with me.

I was found dead among the wolves again

Their teeth and claws were undetectable, I sank in.

Frankly, I would rather die to this theology

Than ever delight in a religious fraternity ever again.

Forgive them, for they do not know what they do.

now with all my lives integrate

but a genius i attract
now, you say? when these breaths
are particular in whom they mend
in whom they offend
articulate, matters, they defend again and again

I bend the truth to your benefit
but you are unaware
and you spent it all on the next
dividend of selfish recruits

it's now no longer a devilish brute
that fractures the dam of internal
resistance, but an enchanting flute

filled with expectation, like a debonair Deleuze
without a title, insiduous.
In style, and pursuit

the beauty unfolded within me and i broke,
silently, into tears and awareness
a shattered mind
massaging a tired body
until the love subsided, when there was fear
it hurt her and she winced in pain
but the love subsided when there was fear

"don't let the fear win"
she pleaded, though in pain
encouraging me to trust in my own beauty again

narcissists

the Ego defends the Self

against the Other,

because the Other is the Mirror

that the Self denies is true

the Ego abuses Logic

to meet Its Own Needs

for the Ego that is bruised

will surely be the end of "Me"

although the death of "Me"

may be for the life of "You"

Victory A.

I'm living on Victory Road again
the girl I fell in love with
names her pets after the earth and the Sky

she wanders a homeless world
as a home for the weary and lost
But they all have Names
and they are all Stars

but nameless, the stars she wishes on
the ones she names from her wondering
heart, they speak of Life
and Hope and Truth and Love

the Way we were all meant to be.

learning from a mistake

If he makes you lose, he is the loser
if he doesn't leave you in better condition than he left you
good riddance
life gets a little harder, but YOU get stronger
beauty fades, and with it fades the denial that you are
beautiful

life is full of second chances
the ones who judges another exposes his own weaknesses
for mercy is the protector

perhaps you fell in love, for a moment
but it is actually yourself, you are falling in love with
and yourself, you are committing to