Still Hurts

I am so happy

Why am i still hurt?

Why does it break my heart

Every move he makes

Away from us

I didn’t even know him

But I drew a picture of us

That’s broken

He drew it with me

To pursue his own path

He never loved me

But he wanted to

I loved him

But I never wanted to 

Be with him

Because there was no future

For us. There never was

And there we were

Making things happen as though

We could make it happen

Making nothing work 

Breaking myself down to

Make it work and make it work

And nothing worked,

It all meant nothing

To me, but nothing 

Still, nothing

Still, nothing

Still hurts